Candle lit dinner for one

Still it hurts every day

The soap and shampoo she used

has now all gone away

I sit and recall conversations had

Her pictures hanging makes me feel

warm inside

Things have changed and I have

had experiences which she didn't share

I think of her every day

and offer a prayer

I want to leave this mortal world

now as never before

I'm sad and weary and want

to close that door

To move to pastures new

To sing His praises

I long to be with her again

To serve together in the Real domain

Tears roll as before

I so much want to go through that door

An animator for His faith

Is this going to be my saving grace?